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Friday, October 24, 2008

Another Lyrics...

Paramore
Pressure lyrics

Tell me where our time went
And if it was time well spent
Just don't let me fall asleep
Feeling empty again

'Cause I fear I might break
And I fear I can't take it
Tonight I'll lay awake, feeling empty

I can feel the pressure
It's getting closer now
We're better off without you
I can feel the pressure
It's getting closer now
We're better off without you

Now that I'm losing hope
And there's nothing else to show
For all of the days that we spent
Carried away from home

Somethings I'll never know
And I had to let them go
I'm sitting all alone, feeling empty

I can feel the pressure
It's getting closer now
We're better off without you
I can feel the pressure
It's getting closer now
We're better off without you

Somethings I'll never know, and I had to let them go
Somethings I'll never know, and I had to let them go
I'm sitting all alone feeling empty

I can feel the pressure
It's getting closer now
We're better off without you
Feel the pressure
It's getting closer now
You're better off with out me

Wednesday, October 22, 2008

Lyrics one step at a time

"One Step At A Time"

Hurry up and wait
So close, but so far away
Everything that you've always dreamed of
Close enough for you to taste
But you just can't touch

You wanna show the world, but no one knows your name yet
Wonder when and where and how you're gonna make it
You know you can if you get the chance
In your face as the door keeps slamming
Now you're feeling more and more frustrated
And you're getting all kind of impatient waiting

[Chorus:]
We live and we learn to take
One step at a time
There's no need to rush
It's like learning to fly
Or falling in love
It's gonna happen and it's
Supposed to happen and we
Find the reasons why
One step at a time

You believe and you doubt
You're confused, you got it all figured out
Everything that you always wished for
Could be yours, should be yours, would be yours
If they only knew

You wanna show the world, but no one knows your name yet
Wonder when and where and how you're gonna make it
You know you can if you get the chance
In your face as the door keeps slamming
Now you're feeling more and more frustrated
And you're getting all kind of impatient waiting

[Chorus]

When you can't wait any longer
But there's no end in sight
when you need to find the strength
It's your faith that makes you stronger
The only way you get there
Is one step at a time

[Chorus x2]

Tuesday, October 21, 2008

Look left!

Nothing much but a playlist of my songs feel free to listen to them... Try to also make your own playlist in playlist.com for your blog...

Sunday, October 19, 2008

Retreat...


Just three words... Believe in GOD... un ang para sa akin ang pinaka importanteng bagay na dapat natin alalahainin... at un din ang mahalagang aking na tutunan sa retreat... one more thing... Love everyone always... kahit mahirap gawin... magagawa natin yan someday... another thing... When you feel bad feel the silence and talk to GOD because He's always there... Lagi tatandaan na hindi nawawala ang diyos at wag natin pabayaan na matalo tayo ng demonyo... kahit mahirap manalig sa diyos... And the last one... Love, Peace, Friendship... un lang...

Nope not anymore...


May kwento ako sa inyo... noon ay EMO ako for some reason... nickname ko noon ay meemo... Kaso ngayon di na... call me pucca for short... nangaling ito sa pagkain... masarap... una kong natagpuan ang pucca sa ating cafeteria at doon ay nakita ko ang napaka kakaiba nitong pangalan na maaaring gamitin pamalit sa masamang mura... un lang...

Tuesday, September 30, 2008

Wow... our school BURNs...

This morning, I woke up late expecting that the exams would start today... I actually resorted to commute instead of riding the bus due to the fact that I woke up late... while I was eating breakfast, the bus came and our beloved bus driver told me about what happened to PSHS... "Walang pasok... nasunog ung Pisay..." our bus driver said... I couldn't believe, it was the day of the exams... coolness...
well here is the link to the news report......

Monday, September 29, 2008

OMG! + the "z"= zOMG!...

I got this zOMG from the Gaia Online MMORPG that is coming to the near future... man i want to play this game even though its graphics won't compare to the latest Avatar, The Legends of the Arena...
This Avatar, Legends of the Arena is the newest MMORPG with a theme of the Avatar Series... in the game, you create your character which can be any of the four types of benders... cool... really... but if you want a game that is long lasting, play SPORE which is a game that is played by many people today because of its really good graphics and interface...
This post is just to spread some of the games I play...

Wednesday, September 24, 2008

Another Song...

Lyrics to Don't Tell Me It's Over by Git Fresh:

Baby what's wrong with you, are you scared that we gone run into him

And what's it gonna do, you should say that you no longer want him

You need to let him know, that he had his chance and you already got a man

Girl he messed up with you, you know that I'm the truth, here’s what we need to do

Baby it's been a while since we connected

One night alone with me and you forget him

I don't wanna hear what I think your gonna say

And I know it can't be good from the look that's on your face

And I can't believe that it's too late, don't tell me it's over

I can tell that he’s been hurting you I see it in your eyes

It's the first time that I'm feeling bad, I'm about to die

Just say anything but goodbye, don't tell me it's over

You sure you wanna do this, if I walk away, it'll be forever

I can't go through this, I'd rather work it out, try to stay together

And girl I do love you, I will give up the world just so you be my girl

I know he messed up with you, you know that I'm the truth, I wanna be with you

I don't wanna hear what I think your gonna say

And I know it can't be good from the look that's on your face

And I can't believe that it's too late, don't tell me it's over

I can tell that he’s been hurting you I see it in your eyes

It's the first time that I'm feeling bad, I'm about to die

Just say anything but goodbye, don't tell me it's over

It's hard to hear you tell me no

Girl I don't wanna let you go

Why should I give you away, and be here alone

Baby this ain't making sense

When I tried to give my best

And you telling me that it's over

When the truth is baby I love you

I don't wanna hear what I think your gonna say

And I know it can't be good from the look that's on your face

And I can't believe that it's too late, don't tell me it's over

I can tell that he’s been hurting you I see it in your eyes

It's the first time that I'm feeling bad, I'm about to die

Girl say anything but goodbye, don't tell me it's over

I don't wanna hear what I think your gonna say

And I know it can't be good from the look that's on your face

And I can't believe that it's too late, don't tell me it's over

I can tell that he’s been hurting you I see it in your eyes

It's the first time that I'm feeling bad, I'm about to die

Girl say anything but goodbye, don't tell me it's over

[x2:]

Don't tell me it's over

[ Don't Tell Me It's Over Lyrics on http://www.lyricsmania.com/ ]

Monday, September 22, 2008

Looking Back to the PAST...

Version 1:
Insy Winsy Spider

Insy Winsy Spider went up the water spout
Down came the rain and washed the spider out
Up came the sun and dried up all the rain
And the insy winsy spider went up the spout again
Version 2:

Insy winsy spider

Insy winsy spider
Climbed up the water spout
Down came the rain and washed poor Insy out
Out came the sunshine and dried up all the rain
So Insy winsy spider climbed up the spout again.

"Autistic-ness" To Its fullest... hahaha...... baby bro always listens to them on the speakers... no choice but to cooperate... (-_-)...

Saturday, September 20, 2008

Check out my...





I got these pics from the website of Magic the Gathering...
They really have good artists...

Thursday, September 18, 2008

Why am I still up this time?

This is not emo... this is stress...
omnomnomnomnomnomnomnomnomnomnom...
cool video again...

Thursday, September 11, 2008

Some cool images...





Boredom has its outputs...

The Tale of Four

I have thought of many things, lived with many people, seen many faults and mistakes but I only loved one. I have seen the world as a world not only for living but a world for emotions that inhibit the minds of people. I tell a tale of four young men: the shadow, the thinker, the spectator and the learner.

Four young men have sat down in a bench inside what they call a school. There they knew each other and instantly, they all became friends with each other. As the days went by, the four told each their life, their experiences and the person who they loved. The day was Friday when all the four met each other in a place no one could ever know that they were there. This place had no emotional, mental or spiritual barriers; this place could define free. One by one, the four shared what they have kept and said to no other for these secrets define who they really are but to all further amazement, the shadow was the one who shared the most and affected the most. The shadow had gone to a level a lot higher than the three a level that could secrete the commitment between you and your loved one. The three were amazed with his accomplishment but joy was not the only thing that the shadow shared because together with this joy, flowed in sorrow. His sorrow was truly unbearable to some; a series of mistakes that flowed at the same time. Among the three, the most affected was the thinker for he knew what I could feel for his meditation had led him to this topic one night. He knew that the shadow felt confusion, regret, fear and sadness. Not all that was said there stayed there for the place did not have walls only filters. These filters let pass what must pass and what must not let to pass. They went on with their own journeys all the same goal but different paths. The shadow took his path of recovery for he was the shadow who hid everything that happened between him and to the one he loved.

The four once again met each other yet the three have not taken their paths yet and after three or four Fridays passed, the thinker and the learner took a path that was similar but of different pace. The thinker is a young man who gave time for thinking daily, hourly and even by the minute yet he never had the chance to experience what he has thought. He thought for two long years not applying what he has analyzed just observing and thinking. He favored the presence of the stars at night for the stars told of many tales which made him learn to his fullest. He seemed to know what to do at times when he would be near the person he loved at any situation but what he hated the most in himself was that he did not have the strength to break through the shell of friends of his loved one. He seemed to be always at loss in the day and felt emotive during the night but not until he became friends with the learner. The learner is a man who always looks at people and learns from their mistakes or their positive feedbacks. The learner also had a person whom he loves but as time went by he missed a vital part in trying to be close with the girl whom he loves this part is assurance. The learner had the experience of breaking through the shell of friends of other people and the thinker had the knowledge of assurance to a situation where you have second thoughts about doing things. Together they helped each other filling up their weaknesses but the problem is that the thinker had a much faster pace than that of the learner for the thinker developed a way of dealing with shyness. Shyness slows sown the pace of development of your relationship and the learner had no choice but to take a much slower pace. They two had taken a path for loving and opening up their hearts to their loved ones

The spectator was the one who is reading this story, the person who gained knowledge of how different people from the same school express and show their perspective of love.

Wednesday, September 10, 2008

Don't be confuzed

The title is not a mistake it is something that we should think about...
Here is one video that is really good directing...

Monday, September 1, 2008

INhumanities week

Alright first of all I am so frustrated and furious about this day, this really annoying and stressful day. In the morning, everything was going out well and everything was great for me because my uniform, my hygiene and my all out "glow" was great and acceptable. The day started fine with only some commuting cause my dad dropped me off to one jeepney stop so close to our school so I saved one morning of my allowance. I arrived at school and I had the feeling of relief because I had some doubts about the uniform and the big thing is that I am not late. Now, this is where the bad part of my day starts, first the school had us march all around the oval just for nothing but their pleasure seeing us in all uniform colors, then they let us stay in the muddy grassland part of the oval. The thing is that we dont want our bags getting dirty so we had to carry them for what seemed like 30 minutes under the morning shine of the sun. After the long uncomfortable morning ceremony, I got pissed because they only gave us 15 minutes of break time while they held us under the sun for more than an hour, this is the start of my headache.
Then the15 minute break ended and they humbly asked us to burn under the sun for the house games I thought that the games only lasted for around 1 hour so I did not buy water for that time but the games took around 2 hours or so. But the time matters less than one thing that divised my emotions to wrath, it was the fact that the COCCs are all comfortable in their lovely gazeebos and we, the normal students of this forsaken school, are dying and burning under the sunlight at the afternoon where the sun is almost at its highest. Another thing is that they had to let us form a line first before going out of the premises and they said that only two people at a time in the cafeteria so due to my undying rage, kicked the damn grasses and left the line. Is this how they treat students in this school? Didn't they notice the big gymnasium in front of their eyes? Are they COCCs stupid? I am so damn pissed of the damn faces of the COCCs, the damn facilitation of this school, the damn indirect murder that this school tries invision. I am so furious about all these stupidity and 0% common sense in the minds of these people that I got enraged to.

Saturday, August 23, 2008

This is what i do at free time... there are 3 more of these...

“Laughter”

It was around 5pm and the sun is setting while I went up to the roof and watched the glorious sun go down with pride. Then, one by one, the stars appeared in the sky like fireflies and as the stars twinkled in the sky, the moon stayed by their side giving light to the heavens of the night. It was easily said but it was never easy to part from this event, this event that filled the hearts of many people searching for inspiration. As one of these people, I was amazed by the beauty of the display of light and therefore my mind was totally cleansed. Everything seemed to be as clear as water from a reservoir and it felt like peace of mind with the state where no problems or regrets touch you heart and mind. But as the time went by, I broke free from this irresistible drug and started to think of things around me with a clear mind.

As I thought of my surrounding, there still lay a music that never leaves my mind, the music that takes my mind to another level of thinking. With this feeling, I thought of love; the love not for my parents or for God but love for the person who I liked at this very young age. Even this topic that entered my mind is an ecstasy that forces the self restraint to loosen towards that person who I liked. But with this variable in my mind, everything about her flowed as smoothly as wine in an elegant glass. I focused myself to the part where my actions would lead her to this same feeling which I have; force would be a preposterous way to lead her. I knew right there and then that the other variables that define me would be greatly affected like my academics and my friendship to other people. Being involved in this would make me feel hypnotized as soon as I could feel her presence.

Everyday seems like a long day because when I see her, everything around me moves so slowly as if time favors my feelings for her. Every word, action and thought matters if I went near her. I have seen my fellow men try and be with her; it breaks my heart if she would like the presentation of the man who had courage and skill to entertain her. I saw them liking what she likes, doing what she does but not loving what she loves. I saw them trying to incorporate with what she would always do, see, hear or feel but I saw that this was a mistake and that this was not a game. I took everything seriously but keeping in mind that I would not change myself and if she fell for me, it was because she liked me for what I am and not me who is trying to be like her. All these went to my mind because the stars and the moon told me these on that night when my mind was clear. I would not call this meditation because I was not concentrating nor forcing myself to clear my mind instead; I opened my mind to all the ideas told to me by what was surrounding me. After I thought of love, my body persisted that I go to sleep for night was drawing to an end and the sun was waiting for its turn to conquer the heavens. I slept and dreamt of many things all together in one small package that was to be opened in the future when it is already the right time. It was a long time already when I last had a dream. I don’t know if there is a rhythm for dreaming but I am sure that when I dream, I like my dream whether it was a positive or negative dream. At last, I woke up with the sun not yet rising and soon after I saw the girl I loved in school for I was destined to take a precious glance of her that day. As I processed what I have seen, I noticed that there was something different. I saw that the men serenading her were kept shut, the men giving her roses were gone of roses and the men together with her were swept away. I could not believe what I saw, my heart was burning, bleeding, dying. She was with another man whom she really loved a man truly compatible with her and as I drew closer to her, she noticed me. I greeted her like a friend of her would greet she smiled and we past by each other. At a safe distance, I laughed, I laughed hard, and I laughed loud, as loud as a howl of a wolf.

Wednesday, August 20, 2008

This is a blog for...

The author of this blog is a student in a school full of havoc and chaos not in physical terms but in mental and spiritual terms. The teachers give the hardest tests and the most numerous requirements. Just to let you know... i don't really care about these things...
I wish for a lot of things and just like many of the students here in this school, I wish for extra time... time to think, time to relax and time to do my requirements...

Ending of xxxHolic 2